The Habitual Uncertainty of an Ex-Smoker

What do you see – fresh air or clouds of smoke?

Wow.  I just never thought I would quit.  It was like a rut had been etched out on the path of my Life, and although I really wanted to (sometimes), I just couldn’t seem to stay out of the rut of smoking cigarettes.  Yes, I know all the drama – you’re gonna die, it will kill you, your clothes, hair, skin, breath, car, home and everyone around you stinks of cigarette smoke..

But, strangely enough, that wasn’t enough to make me seal the deal and quit.

I think too often we just don’t understand what it does to us.  The power of a daily habit that turns into weeks, months, years and decades..